Forever Young

孤独的最高境界是繁华
Saturday, November 5, 2011 ? 0 Atashinchi ?
I have been reading horoscopes from this chinese fb page. It's so accurate omggg. Plus the language is so nice :)

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=219551044736251&set=a.219550741402948.62281.184927488198607&type=3&theater

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=219869468037742&set=a.219869288037760.62437.184927488198607&type=3&theater

I originally typed a lotta stuff here, but then I decided nothing that I write can match up to how aptly they described how I feel.

It's like you suddenly see through yourself and discover those secrets and insecurities that you've hidden for so long that you forgot about them, or even some things that you never knew about yourself.

原来,自己才是 - 最陌生的人。

But then again, horoscopes are supposed to be non-scientific. :P Or in sheldon cooper's words, "mass cultural dellusion that the sun's apparent position relative to arbitrarily defined constellations at the time of your birth somehow affects your personality".



Recently been talking to some people. It's sad, isn't it, to discover the mean side of your own gender. Sighh I don't really know how other people work, but personally, 与其辜负别人,宁愿被辜负。 The worst feeling in the world, is to live with guilt all the time.

Sometimes I'm glad that I'm not a pretty girl. At least this way if anyone likes me it will be for who I am, and not just my appearance. I'd hate it if we fall in love, and THEN he discovers that I am not who he thought I am. 感情这种东西,贵精不贵多, so it's okay, 只要是金子,总会有发光的一天。

And somehow after all this time, it's only till now that I appreciate what you've done for me. I admit, I panicked, but now I'd like to put aside all my fears and ask for forgiveness, will you still give me that chance?

I'm sorry for all the hurt. And most of all, thank you, that I ever meant anything to you.

But I can't lie to you, nor can I lie to myself.

Cos life is just full of irony.



你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨

你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅
明天 開始 這一切都結束

Tag replies:

^celeste: I think dummy is dying. I haven't heard from him in a while. >< Treetch is cute though! But he kinda isn't growing any bigger...nor is the baby!!! Haha yeah you don't look like the cross-stitch type... I usually buy small projects (like this one) so that it doesn't get boring. A few years ago I tried to do a reasonably big one and I gave up halfway so now I'm restarting on it lol. I think now I have more stamina and patience as compared to a few years before, plus I'm much faster too. :P LOL i like the milo and chocolate too...trust you to notice all the food! And yes you are lame, and you are spamming my tagboard, but it's okay celeste is not celeste without all of that, and I <333 you cos of that too! :)))

^shinhuoy: thanks tauhuay :) heh how you know i spend a lot of time stalking ppl. :P Anyway tell me when CO starts after As, snao and I can go crash xD


Thanks for reading :)




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