It's late and I'm suffering from some unknown pain in my right leg. I don't believe that 17+ year old ppl still have growing pains. Esp. when growing pains have not helped in my vertical expansion despite bugging me since primary school (though with gradually decreasing frequency).

And I'm trying to do work. Not knowing which subject to prioritise. And basically freaking out about upcoming CTs. So much to do, so little time... I'm so scared and I don't see myself doing well for the tests cos I don't have time to study and I feel like I know so little!

Even this week...econs essay test and physics tuition test on thursday. The essay covers all topics taught this year, and goodness knows I haven't written a single essay this year! How to study everything and memorise? Physics we are tested on electric fields, current of electricity, direct currents AND electromagnetism. Similarly no time to study. Esp considering that I have to finalise details for CO orientation tomorrow after the annoying CLL extra lesson thingy (which takes up my only free afternoon zzz) then wednesday will be one full afternoon and night of CO...

Next week...is last week of term. GP CT1 which I think I will screw up since I screwed up the in-class assignment. And we have CO camp which I do look forward to but it's scaring me cos I realise there's barely ANY time to study for CTs at all. And holidays always pass fast. Way too fast. The time flows through my fingers like water and I am left in despair.

And it's time to go back to electric field remedial worksheet. I realise I haven't posted about things that actually relate to my life for quite a while. And today, I have regained my need to rant. So there.

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