Forever Young

Welcome to 2011
Wednesday, January 5, 2011 ? 0 Atashinchi ?
Hmm I wasn't actually going to post about new year resolutions and whatever crap. But I just read what someone posted and I feel somewhat inspired to at least write SOMEthing. And so I found last year's new year resolution post! Last year, I started with reflecting on the past year, and I shall do a short one here too. To be honest, I don't think 2010 went that well for me, and I shall really, REALLY, try to make 2011 a better one. Ok now for my reflection:

1. I didn't do myself justice in my exams. Yes, I put in way too little effort. And I suffered for it. Not gonna make that mistake this year. I am totally capable of so much better. T_T

2. Crazy sleeping schedule screwed me up. This is another area which definitely requires improvement. Last year's new year resolution had this whole part about not sleeping in class...which obviously failed badly. This year I shall not only target not sleeping in class, but more of not sleeping late. With no more PW, this SHOULD be more achievable. Esp if I control computer/internet time.

3. Wasted too much time on unimportant stuff. Shall not elaborate here but I really should set my mind on what's important - i.e. studies.

4. But I'm really glad that I joined RJCO. :) I don't know how boring my jc life would be if not for the lovely CO pplz! Thanks for making my life so much more wonderful this year, and I look forward to sharing more fun memories in the year to come. :)

5. And of course, my non-CO friends, e.g. ADVOCATION. I'm glad I've kept in touch with yall despite jc being so busy and all. :) To some of you: I'm sorry that we may have distanced a bit. >< But no matter what I'll always always remember the memories that we share, and every single friendship will always have a special place in my heart. :)

And so, time for New Year Resolutions I guess. I kind of don't really have any...since last year's failed and I kinda lost hope in making resolutions. T_T So well, I shall just write down some of the stuff that I have committed myself to and what I hope to achieve in them.

1. Studies - Duh. Most important thing. If I want to have dreams, I need to work for them. It's pathetic to not even DARE to dream, like now. -_- At the very least, I should try to not let down myself.

2. CO - SYF next year. Then concert. It's gonna be quite a rush, but it's probably not going to be like last year's concert, with spam prac and all, cos the conductor is kind of busy. I'll really do my best. And I'll try to kope more juniors too. And plan the orientation program. And do my QM stuff. But I guess I need to remember that studies still most important. >< It's easy to forget that when I'm having fun at CO. At least I won't be taking lessons anymore, so pipa lesson and prac time will be converted to like, tuition time. -_- Yeah I'm still a bit wistful about it, but I know I can't kope with having both, and j2 is really the time to set your priorities right.

3. SL - Yay things are going so well now. :) I'm sorry I haven't been like, very on and stuff, but I'll try my best for the last stretch. Thanks to all you responsible pplz for being such great shoulders to lean on (although celeste is shorter than me :P) i really enjoyed doing this project with all of you!!! :) And it's cos of yall that this project didn't become a boring drag like what most projects turn out to be. :P Cheers to fun Advocation outings and lame SL meetings hahaha! <3

4. Erm ok actually there isn't much else, but well special mention to Trina Ling for being my constant buddy in class for the past year and I'm so glad to have you with me for another year ahead! :) I shall not say much here (in case i run out of stuff to say for the rest of the year :O), so 一切尽在不言中! <3

Yep ok this shall be the end of this um, not-very-inspiring post. And here is a video that I saw that's really touching. >< Plus the soundtrack is like, awesome. Somehow just, very sad when I watched it.

Video description:
We delight in the promise of falling for love.
We crumble in the dread of falling from love.
Everyone falls. Everything falls.





She tells me she wants to be a raindrop. She doesn't mind falling. As long as it's not alone.

And raindrops, are never alone.

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