LONG TIME NO C. XD

Haha yes i realise my blog is so scarily dead haha. :P So before the epic next few days kick in I shall attempt to do a bit of CPR here.

Um so the killer CTs are over... ABBDD. Not bad la, I shall console myself that at least I got at least 50% for everything. :P Though I narrowly scraped a D for physics and econs cos of online quiz and rounding up respectively. :D So...I guess there is hope yet.

Math need to maintain A... CLL got a B but I think I am possibly top half of the class (which is very good already considering that bulk of my class is PRC scholars) and the laoshi says the whole class is capable of an A for A levels. Shall trust her. :P GP got B but uh I think very hard to get A la. At least I did significantly better as compared to the class assignments. -_- Physics is a killer I shall place my trust on RJ's >90% A track record for sciences...other than that just do my tutorials, attend class remedial lessons, and try to fall asleep/talk to JY less during lectures. :P Econs is the other D, which I am kind of proud of. :) Yay they rounded my 49.3333333333333% off to 50!!! Thought i was going to flunk this paper but in the end was not that bad. :)

Other than academics...RACO concert next saturday.



Intense prac now. Thur 7-10pm. Sat 1-10pm (but this sat only going after 5pm ><). So far I am coping ok-ly. At least I know what's going on and am able to hun4 convincingly. :P Except for maybe junma. But nvm la encore piece anyway. :S

RJCO prac started, pipa left kwangyi and me... Weiyi is helping with percussion with her one arm. :P The new conductor is quite nice la haha. The new song...very abstract. O.o Still getting used to CO as it is now. No idea what the future holds, but I'm hopeful. :)

PW...am keeping my fingers crossed that things will turn out ok. First interview went well, but the others... >< Survey uh I am supposed to complete by today shall start after this post haha. :P WR draft 1 looms ominously near. EOM draft is due next week. -_- Am planning to chiong on sunday haha.

Ok shall end here to go off to PW survey and Bicultural seminar research paper presentation. And shall OCD-ly post up my schedule for this week:

Wed: 12.30-1.30 Bicultural seminar presentation rehearsal with bonian
1.30-2.30 Stocktaking of strings in CO room
2.30-5 RJCO xiaozu
(Lunch shall go...somewhere ><)
Thu: 7-1.40am Bicultural seminar presentation rehearsal with Lin ls
3.15-7 Buy CO stuff at Bras Basah
7-10 RACO prac
Fri: 7.20-9.20 Watching Concert: Enamour with weiyi
Sat: 7am-5pm Bicultural seminar
5-10 RACO prac
Sun: Dad's birthday

And since I haven't posted in such a long while, and I'm not sure when I'm gonna post again, shall end-end with this poem that tienli showed me. :)

"Resignation"
Nikki Giovanni

I love you
because the earth turns round the sun
because the North wind blows north
sometimes
because the Pope is Catholic
and most Rabbis Jewish
because winters flow into springs
and the air clears after a storm
because only my love for you
despite the charms of gravity
keeps me from falling off this Earth
into another dimension
I love you
because it is the natural order of things

I love you
like the habit I picked up in college
of sleeping through lectures
or saying I'm sorry
when I get stopped for speeding
because I drink a glass of water
in the morning
and chain-smoke cigarettes
all through the day
because I take my coffee Black
and my milk with chocolate
because you keep my feet warm
though my life a mess
I love you
because I don't want it
any other way.

I am helpless
in my love for you
It makes me so happy
to hear you call my name
I am amazed you can resist
locking me in an echo chamber
where your voice reverberates
through the four walls
sending me into spasmatic ecstasy
I love you
because it's been so good
for so long
that if I didn't love you
I'd have to be born again
and that is not a theological statement
I am pitiful in my love for you

The Dells tell me Love
is so simple
the thought though of you
sends indescribably delicious multitudinous
thrills throughout and through-in my body
I love you
because no two snowflakes are alike
and it is possible
if you stand tippy-toe
to walk between the raindrops
I love you
because I am afraid of the dark
and can't sleep in the light
because I rub my eyes
when I wake up in the morning
and find you there
because you with all your magic powers were
determined that
I should love you
because there was nothing for you but that
I would love you

I love you
because you made me
want to love you
more than I love my privacy
my freedom my commitments
and responsibilities
I love you 'cause I changed my life
to love you
because you saw me one friday
afternoon and decided that I would
love you
I love you I love you I love you

Since the indents are screwed up here...original link to the poem here
http://triggerfling.xanga.com/

[edit] i FINALLY figured out how to change the alignment from centre to left. YAYZ! [/edit]

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