I THINK I AM GOING CRAZY.

My sanity is teetering on the brink. I CANNOT sleep. At least at normal sleeping time. And I cannot think straight now but I just CANNOT sleep. I havent been in my bed since like thursday night? And i am going crazy cos I AM NOT GETTING ANYWHERE WITH MY REVISION. Trust me to waste the first half of the week slacking and sleeping like more than 12h a day. Then afterwards suddenly realise that i need to chiong the ENTIRE TERM (OR EVEN YEAR)'S WORK!!! Plus i've slept through all my lessons. So yeah.

Gosh i cant believe how much time i WASTED on totally unnecessary stuff. Eg spending 2 days attempting to copy out ppt slides for ONE SUBJECT and then realising that i cant finish copying anyway cos of my slow speed AND I HAVENT BEEN REVISING OTHER SUBJECTS????? And i am so seriously freaking out now. And i am in a BAD temper cos of lack of sleep and STRESS OMG. AND MY COMP KEEPS HANGING ON ME. AND I HAVE LIKE DUNNO HOW MANY WINDOWS OPEN CONSISTING OF SO MANY SUBJECTS THAT I DONT KNOW WHAT I AM REVISING RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!! AND WHILE I AM WRITING THIS NEW WINDOWS KEEP POPPING UP COS THEY TAKE SO LONG TO LOAD?????

This morning at 7+ i just couldnt stand it anyway and went out to buy breakfast hoping that i can be either refreshed or tired enough to go to sleep. But guess what I STILL CANT THINK STRAIGHT AND I AM STILL WIDE AWAKE! Just that i am feeling real woozy. Even after the cup of coffee i dunked down. And i bought for my parents too but they only woke up like almost 2h after i bought it. And they were like did the sun rise from the west today how come i actually bought breakfast. -_-

Been gorging myself with random stuff like biscuits and whatnot for the past few nights and i am quickly depleting my house of its highly limited stock of snacks. Last night had to resort to SEAWEED. That's why I simply HAD to go out to buy breakfast today. Am utterly SICK of seaweed and some energy bar thing of unknown ingredients that I've been eating this couple of days. But i kind of gorged myself too much by drinking one cup of coffee AND one mug of yoghurt drink. I seem to be either SUPERFULL or SUPERHUNGRY. To the extent that i feel like puking (maybe that's partially why i cant sleep) or my stomach starts growling super loudly.

NEED TO MAINTAIN SANITY. NEED TO MAINTAIN SANITY. Taking super long to type this cos of typos and blah. NEED TO MAINTAIN SANITY.

Why am i doing this anyway? SO NOT HELPING MY REVISION.

STILL NOT THINKING STRAIGHT. WILL A PANADOL HELP? COFFEE DIDNT!!!!!!

IT IS FREAKING HOT AND MY AIRCON IS ANNOYING. 26 DEGREES TO HOT AND 25 DEGREES TOO COLD! OK MAYBE NOT 24 DEGREES STILL TOO HOT!!

I am reduced to drawing cartoon animals on recycled paper. Evidence of brainlessness: i drew a dog with whiskers. Wait. Maybe dogs DO have whisker. But my dog looks weird! Like a mouse or something.

WHY AM I DOING THIS. WHY AM I DOING THIS.

Am seriously going insane.

End of rant.

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO CHILL OUT.

Btw did i mention that i look like a zombie? A zombie with a bad case of eye bags? Not that that's news but still.

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