i am saner now
Sunday, September 13, 2009 ? 0 Atashinchi ?
I HAVE REGAINED MY SANITY. I realise i AM kind of OCD. After the major freak out session i calmed myself down and came up with a plan for revision. I so should have made that plan earlier. It totally helped me regain self-control and prevented me from freaking out again. Following the plan is one thing, but the knowledge that i HAVE a plan keeps me calm. :)
Managed to keep myself generally alert with 50 jumping jacks (would have done more but my mom came in i think she kind of heard) and blasting music as loud as i can. Trying to force myself to eat lunch now cos no appetite but whatever need the energy for studying. Got a cup of ice latte from macs to keep up my energy for the afternoon! Last cup today though. I actually do intend to sleep tonight. :)
A bit annoyed with poor sound quality of youtube videos though. The static sound gives me a headache. My air-con is set at 16 degrees (lowest possible) though normally i always set at 26 degrees. Is it something wrong with my air-con or with me? Ok i feel like puking now shall continue with my lunch later on after i have digested a bit.
Going back to physics, and later moving on to bio. If i have time (which is scheduled in into my plan!) will do a bit of chem in between but it will depend on the state of my brain-dead-ness. :) My bedroom and studyroom are like warzones now, due to me flinging my worksheets and files (from all the different subjects) everywhere. But it's ok though sometimes i kind of lose my stuff? Haha!
*hugs to my blog for helping me to destress. also to tree for sms-ing me and being nice :)*
Probably won't blog again before end of eoys unless erm i freak out again? Haha jiayou to myself!