Template : long time no see
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ? 0 Atashinchi ?
Grrrrrr I am going crazy attempting to settle CO admin stuff. Over the weekend was all the open house and photo order/concert ticket order stuff. (And I already dished out the open house duty thing to yunan!) Then this week was about prac time. And still struggling with uniform stuff for open house. And need to settle decoration stuff for open house. Why on earth does the EXCO have to organise open house??? *whines* Then just now got a LONGGGGGGGG email from zhiqi with MORE stuff to settle. *groans* Simply going crazy! I am long overdue for like EVERYTHING. And money collection will be a mess as well. Plus every month hand in attendance late. -_- I am so sorry wenyi!Bleh sometimes I really wish sec4s dont have to go for CO anymore. Kind of boring now cos nothing to do! Open house letting juniors perform...and all that I am doing nowadays is doing the neverending admin stuff. I am getting into a huge mess anyway. When I was ASL I could remember exactly who told me what and when, no matter how many different things I was handling at the same time. Somehow a year later when I got MORE admin stuff cos I became SL my memory became so bad I can't even recall people having told me stuff. Must be growing old.
Yes sec4 has been bad. The 4 years of accumulative sleep deficiency and stress has taken its toll on me. Fatigue can really do scary things. Last friday when I got home I saw myself in the mirror and got a fright. Bloodshot eyes; greasy and blotchy face; terrible skin condition; messy hair ALL over the place...I look like a middle-aged woman before I even reach the end of puberty! But well nowadays I have decided to 改过自新 and adopt more healthy sleeping habits. Hopefully will restore some of my lost memory and concentration and stuff.
Well partially that is cos of my complete failure at this term's exams. Died for so many subjects, both those that I am weak AND strong in, that my GPA is definitely going deep-sea diving ths time round. I need to re-schedule my life! Poof I was a bit depressed actually. But what's done is done. I learnt something from it.
Yes I need to revamp my life and find a meaning to spur me on. Sighz leaving CO very soon. Nothing to look forward to anymore. Maybe except for my last June camp. Hopefully can stay over in school. Last time already! Last week during dazu when I was looking at my juniors playing and hearing everyone play together I felt this really warm feeling inside me. Wonder whether I will get this feeling anywhere else in the future. Haha I really wanna leave with a bang and end it with great memories. *goes starry eyed* :)
Hmm nothing to write already (for once). Shall go do other stuff. Eg CO ADMIN STUFF. Hmph.
P.S. RGCO's theme for Open House is...*drum roll*... CORN! Haha nina is sooooo creative... Now have to do decor based on that! *faints*
[Edit: I just spent over an hour on my dinner. And over half the time I was talking to ppl on msn about open house stuff. Now bombarded again. Crap. But well I should be thankful that there are actually people to dish stuff out to instead of having to do everything on my own.]
long time no see