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Wednesday, April 8, 2009 ? 0 Atashinchi ?
New post...finally. Haha I 'broke' my habit of one post per week cos on sunday I spent too long writing a post on tanbo blog... Cos kexin sent us this video to 'inspire' us for molou and I was instead inspired to find MORE videos for tanbo. So in the end I spent a really long time on it. -_- And plus I mentioned a kind of sensitive issue so yeah spend some time deliberating over how to phrase it too.Anyway I toned down quite a bit when I discussed that issue. On friday I actually wrote quite a lot about it but cos I spent a lot of time trying to phrase it in a suitable manner then in the end I was too tired and went to sleep. On sunday when I went back to it I decided that it was way too harsh and so I deleted everything. And even now I think that I may have been a little harsh still. But well, I do have quite strong feelings about some stuff, just that I try very hard not to show them. I think that controlling your emotions is a part of being responsible for others. Sometimes it is really hard to tell who is right and who is wrong. I think we've been jumping to conclusions and acting too rashly... But what's done is done. All that we can do now is to make the best out of this situation. And I really do have faith that we can do it. I really feel that as long as we believe in ourselves and work hard towards our common goal we can make it. Even if we don't we will still know that we did our very best and won't have any regrets! :)
Sigh aside from that, I'd like to reflect a little bit on my exam results so far. Hmm so far we've got back quite a few papers. I'm ok with my results for Math, Chinese, Bio and Geog. Physics is ok-ok but could have been better. Chem was screwed, as expected. The paper was really bad but I wasn't exactly disappointed cos I knew it would be like that anyway, whereas SPA I got what I usually get but I was kind of hoping to get a bit higher to pull up my marks for the paper, so well... And interestingly I can get the marks for my Math papers but I ALWAYS screw up the Graded Assignments...even for questions that are nearly the same. -_- I seriously need to find out what exactly goes wrong. :( Hmm this couple of weeks will probably get back English and SS... Shall keep my fingers crossed. I don't really have much confidence for these two subjects so shall hope for the best!
Tomorrow having CO again. I hope we get the cushioned chairs again! Works very well in reducing butt aches. :) And I hope by tomorrow my muscle aches (from yesterday's PE lesson -_-) will have died down. If not how to play? :( I hope zheng ls comes again! <3<3<3 Last week lanya and yiusum came back! Yay so fun having seniors back. :) Last friday lanya, weiyi, yunan and I went for dinner together after prac and talked about all kinds of weird random stuff. :) And next saturday we will go crash RJCO's prac during ORA! (Hopefully we get in... Maybe we can try to hide somewhere to avoid being extra.) Cos anyway we've got prac in the afternoon and I kind of want to go for ORA cos I participated in the walkathon for the past 3 years consecutively and even though this year I am not participating in anything I want to go to support my friends. :)
Hmm currently I am a bit stressed about some stuff. Like how I am forever so absentminded about CO admin stuff. And I desperately NEED to review Bio concepts. I don't have a very clear idea of all the stuff Mr Chia's been going through recently from Mitosis and Meiosis to DNA and stuff. AND my Bio SPA is the day before my SYF. How amusing. -_- Other headachy stuff include CmPS (i think presentation is around one week after SYF?) and SL (sorry not been participating much, but I do read every single email and keep track of what's going on k!). Ah crap I suddenly remember that the Chem SA is coming up and I can't remember when... Please do not tell me it is near SYF too... *cries* Whatever. Shall go back to chionging stuff. Chinese gonghan due tomorrow. ><
Bye bye! :)