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Thursday, March 5, 2009 ? 0 Atashinchi ?
I realised that sometimes I really can't stay angry with people for long. One moment I can be totally irritated with their behaviour and the next moment I may have totally forgotten about it simply because the someone smiled at me or started being friendly. I wonder if this is a good thing. So many people keep saying that I am too easy-going and telling me that I need to be more firm! Most recent case: Before dunman high co concert yesterday I was struggling to settle seating matters for my sectionmates who came late...and Nina and Koh attempted to persuade me to stop bothering cos it's their own fault that they are late and can't sit with who they want. I think I am OCD about this kind of thing cos I simply cannot bring myself to stop bothering!Anyway the concert was quite fun. Some items were quite cool but some were not as good as expected. Tanbo's item was a bit disappointing, especially as they played 西域行, which we played in the 2007 concert, and I was looking forward to see how they would perform it. Except for the obvious fact that their 基本功 was way better than ours there wasn't much that put it above our current standard. (And I think when our seniors played the song it sounded MUCH better.) But zhang ls told me that they put up the item in a hurry so they have time to perfect it. Oh wells!
The people sitting around us kept making a lot of noise during the concert, though. I shushed them so many times I bet that think that I am super irritating. :P I was very surprised to see Jermaine my primary school classmate in the percussion section (I didn't even know she was in dunman high -_-). After the concert yifei and I wanted to see her but we waited for half an hour and still couldn't find her so we regretfully decided to leave. We were actly lamely while waiting for the bus by singing and behaving weirdly at the ulu bus stop. :) In the end I reached home at nearly midnight, and thus today I was kind of tired in school. :(
Today's prac was INTERESTING. Kind of miss having xiaozu with zhang ls. I can't say it was really great, cos I was pissed off by some stuff. My only consolation is that I am sec4 and will be leaving soon. Jiayou juniors with coping with... But I was glad that EVERYONE was pissed off and we spent some time after prac ranting about it. And tienli has very STRONG opinions which she expressed using not-very-polite terms. :) Aside from that was pretty ok. Just that we are still not improving much. (But shall try not to get all stressed up. This is part of my new not-bothering regimen.) Thanks and sorry to nicole for making you run up and down photocopying stuff for juniors. And tingwei and tienli for accompanying her. And jiahui for helping to carrying pipas left by some people... Hmm it seems like even since I became SL I've been too lazy to do stuff like photocopying or taking attendance... Must be cos I am growing old. Since I used to be more enthu about it when I was ASL. :P
During CLE we had class party! Sadly I got gastric so couldn't eat much... And so sorry I didn't bring any food cos last night I was all conked out when I reached home. The lessons today were sooooo slack. Unfortunately tomorrow won't be so free! Ahh haven't studied for Chem SPA and Math Graded Assignment. Good news: We've already studied the stuff when we had exams last week and last last week. Bad news: Can't remember so must study again. -_-
The back of my leg still hurts from the PE lesson on tuesday when someone kicked me accidentally when playing soccer. Actually soccer is quite fun except for the violent parts. Like how samantha nearly fell and attempted to regain her balance by grabbing on the the front of my shirt. I hope I didn't shriek too loudly! I always play defender cos my team's attackers are v good so for half the lesson the ball only came to my side once. However I think the PE teacher realised so he told he to "push up" or something, meaning we walked nearer to the other side to support the defenders. The game got more interesting for us defenders from that point onwards... Even though our class is still playing pinball with the soccer ball I think we have upgraded from leg pinball to full-body pinball. -_- But I guess we are improving. :)
So sad I don't feel like chionging homework. But must hand in geog and chinese stuff tomorrow and need to study. *sob sob* Grr tomorrow's dazu will be cut short cos of Founder's Day. We are so going to die... REHEARSAL IS NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!
No. Must remember: must not bother, must not bother, must not bother...