Thanks to all those people who sms-ed me and stuff about what happened on fri and I assure you that I am really really ok now! I am actually a very optimistic person and I don't usually let myself get into a bad mood. I admit that on fri I kind of let my feelings get out of hand but by sat I was totally recovered already! So when everyone still kept on asking me whether I was alright I was a bit 哭笑不得. Erm please don't take this wrongly but I was kind of hoping for more people to sms me about how they understand where I come from and not just to tell me please cheer up! I mean I hoped that the focus would be on what I said rather than how I was in a bad mood... But whatever. Much thanks to all those who expressed concern anyway!

Yesterday's CmPS was a disaster. I mean we spent so much time and effort going down to East Coast Park and towing along the large amount of logistics. In the end it rained so we barely accomplished anything. And the NEA guy who passed us the gloves and garbage bags was so -_- He met us half an hour late and gestured for us to follow him while he was cycling. So ruchi and I were like these 2 weird people who were running after a guy on a bike. Then it turned out he wanted to show us where to deposit the rubbish bags, which we knew already. -_-

We only just started walking when it started raining. We ran into shelter and after a few minutes the rain stopped. Then we hadn't even walked to the beach when it started raining again! After a few minutes it stopped again, so we came out and continued walking. Alas there were very few people around maybe cos of the weather, and anyway the cleaners had just cleaned the beach so there was very little rubbish lying around. Seeing that we couldn't accomplish anything, we called Mrs Mohd and went home. Luckily we didn't stay on, cos not long after Trina's dad picked us in his car it started raining super heavily and this time round it didn't stop. Sigh I don't know whether we can find time to hold another event. :( Our CmPS is dying........

On Friday it was SLI, and being Sec4s we finally got to sit in the amphi. Somehow by sec4 school events don't seem as boring as they used to be. Maybe it is cos we actually know quite a few of the people being invested. So it was reasonably fun trying to identify people whom we know. :) But the concert part seems to get more boring each year. Sigh! The cheering and singing part was met with quite a lot of enthusiasm on the Sec4s' part, though. Seems like after more than 3 years doing the school cheers I am finally more familiar with them. :P But I was quite surprised that we could still remember the song that they taught us during sec1 orientation.

The only thing about sitting in amphi during SLI was the incredibly hot sun that came out halfway. I totally couldn't see anything and I felt all sticky. :( The teachers and parents all shifted to the shaded area of the amphi, but unfortunately we didn't have that privilege. But I think the student leaders from other schools were the worst off, cos they were wearing BLAZERS and couldn't even take them off in the heat because they were representing the school. Lolz.

To go back even further on thurs during CO zheng ls came. He was all encouragement, which made me feel like tearing my hair out. -_- Sorry to say this but I am starting to get the feeling that our standard is a bit 无药可救. But I shall not bother (at least try to not get bothered). If they think that one extra prac before rehearsal is enough then so be it. If we can't pull it off then that means that we can't pull it off. Can't help it. For once I am going to get a life. Grrrrrr..... I pray that we can somehow manage to secure a silver for SYF. -_-

After all that drama on fri I totally forgot that there was pipa lesson today. So I barely touched my pipa at all. But in the end I didn't go for lesson cos the car broke down. -_- Sigh nevermind anyway I did't really practise. Shall go and attempt to study for next week's exams. I kind of have no idea how to study for Physics Data Analysis. Can anyone please help me? Grrr shall say goodbye to my grades this year.

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