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Thursday, February 19, 2009 ? 0 Atashinchi ?
Today's Chem exam was SUPER SUPER SUPER SCREWED. So much so for my resolution to improve my Chem marks. I kind of stayed up late to study (which was bad cos I was sleepy in the morning and I dont really know how much it helped) and yet I made lots of mistakes that were really stupid. It's like I thought I knew it but somehow during the exam it just didn't register! And of course the incredibly stupid CuCo3 question...maybe it really is a bad idea to study at night when I am falling asleep. Plus the last question was totally O.o. My only consolation is that everyone died for that question. -_- I think the probability of me failing this exam is EXTREMELY high. Shall look forward to Chem re-test soon. Maybe they'll invite me to join the Chem supplementary class thingy. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Hmmm now that I have vented my feelings I shall talk about happier stuff. This morning I presented Trina with her birthday gift. I am ashamed of how much I waffled in writing her birthday card. Plus the wrapping was totally...no comments. I have zero talents in the gift-wrapping department. I am always trying to use lots of tape to hold everything together but the tape is always coming off and ruining my carefully designed piece. :( Anyway I hope she likes the baby and the plane that I stuck to the front of her card to compensate for not being able to find a plane birthday gift for her. :P
Prac today was quite fun, even though I felt a bit loser today. :P We waited at the foyer for about half an hour to wait for people to assemble for sectional lunch. And in the end my hotdog thingy tasted so horrible. :( Then we came back for self-prac xiaozu with only upper sec. Even though I enjoy dazu and playing with others I still look forward to praccing on my own. Cos you get to feel the 感觉 better and you can really concentrate on your own weaknesses in playing. I listened to some of the others too and I am glad to see that they are kind of improving. But the sad part is that I haven't had a chance to look at the sec2s' standards and that one big problem that is worrying me. WE NEED MORE PRAC TIME!
The sec1s came today and I spent the first part of prac running around not knowing whether to go to the sec1s or to stay in the dazu classroom. Zhang ls actually split the 4 sec1s into 2 pipa and 2 liuqin based on their experience when they were originally intended to be split into 1 pipa 1 liuqin and 2 zhongruan. So now we only have 1 sec2 zhongruan who is in CO as 2nd cca, plus 2 PRCs who didn't even turn up today. -_- HOW? Worried!
I fooled around quite a bit during dazu partly cos influenced by my cute/weird/lame batchmates. :P At the beginning of prac I was a bit emo...but after a while I cheered up! I kind of don't really stay emo for long periods of time. :) We were a bit screwed during dazu cos tanbo 节奏不稳，had no dynamic contrast, and certain other problems. She didn't 一个一个来 today but she says she will do it tomorrow. I was acting super loser-ish running around trying to settle some admin stuff that I totally forgot was due today. -_-
Worst part of the day: carrying instus from ks chee to j blk. I am kind of not very macho, and I can't even carry a pipa with one hand whereas the weiyi is able to carry one in each hand. Plus we had to carry qins for sec1s, as well as loads of 谱架s for the whole section. Despite distributing the work I still felt really dead (actually all of us felt that way). And when we had to carry everything BACK to ks chee it was much worse cos we were sooooooooo tired. After the "tanbo exodus from j blk to ks chee" as quoted from tienli/sarah/weiyi/cant remember who, my arms felt like jelly and my whole body was zapped of energy. But the part of us (actually them) singing chinese pop songs super loudly during the journey was really fun, including the 改编 of the song 对面的女孩看过来 by the talented tienli.
Tomorrow will be dazu again. I feel so fatigued that I really don't know how I am going to sustain myself till tomorrow night. And I realised that a lot of RGS girls really do stay back very late. Today when I reached the mrt station beside my house at 7.30 something, I saw this little sec1 carrying loads of groceries (reminds me of myself when I visit the ntuc after school) and another RGS person carrying loads of books separately. And I thought I was super late. Especially cos today is SA day. Sigh we are all overworked. Today when I reached home I looked like a hybrid of the Hunchback of Notre Dame and Frankenstein cos I was looking so scarily sleepy and I didn't have the energy to stand up straight. :(
Haha shall go search for my Geog Atlas textbook that we bought in sec1 but almost never used until the Geog teacher told us to bring tomorrow. Shall try to sleep early tonight. :)
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