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slacking...
Sunday, April 13, 2008 ? 0 Atashinchi ?
hahahahaha. today is the official slacking day.... i have been catching up with dunno how many months worth of blog surfing. don't know why but i suddenly had this urge to go and read blogs. and tag. and post on my own blog. now it is not dead k! and a couple of days ago i attempted to do some stuff for the template, but then i got SUPER confused about the code thingy. and i cant figure which part of the code is about which part of the blog! does anyone know how to add a tagboard? plus i wouldnt mind changing the font and colour of the text! do you think the words are a bit small and tightly packed? (just like sardines....but i digress)

On fri we had CO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was the FIRST dazu we had in AGES. and i screwed it up cos i never practise. ESPECIALLY QINWANG. i now realise that it is really an extremely sadistic song. cos the mention of that song (esp by wang ls) sends me into despair. but then wang ls spent practically the whole dazu doing qinwang, which we did not expect to be played and kind of didnt touch for dunno how long until we forgot most of it already (even i know that it is kind of bad to only prac what we think wang ls will do during dazu) and only left less than half an hour for molou (which we spent the entire xiaozu the day before praccing, i may mention). but then the praccing in xiaozu didnt seem to help very much, cos we kept on not knowing when to come in and the whole thing was generally HIGHLY CONFUSING. and sometimes not knowing where wang ls is doesnt help either... i think we are seriously going to need help if we want to get all these songs done by concert (20th July. Everyone must come watch k!) and not make a fool of ourselves in VCH.

then cassandra posted this highly emotional message on yahoogroups which made me really sad. (at midnight somemore....scary) then yubo also wrote a message to encourage us to work hard for concert. sometimes i really feel like i am not doing a good job as tanbo asl, cos my skills are not really that good and it is really hard to live up to the expectations that others place on you already, so i dont really know how to make others better as well. especially as there just isnt enough time, what with extended school hours and so much homework and i always seem to have ces of some form during xiaozu on friday! ok i think maybe after myas we will hold extra xiaozu for concert performers. shall discuss further with sarah, tien li, etc etc. but the good thing is that tanbo people are generally quite cooperative and enthu. so i hope it wont be too hard to motivate them!

on a happier note, sat morning was ORA! i participated in the walkathon again! the walkathon was ok, except for the fact that the sun was so hot and i perspired so much. then afterwards i went to walk around and support my friends. i realise that all the stuff that i bought are to support my friends. i saw people being dunked! i really really sympathise with them. so brave to sacrifice themselves in the name of raising funds for wherever. then afterwards i went to watch rjco xiaozu with sarah and yunan. i realise i really miss my seniors. i mean, most of the time you dont feel it that much but when you see them you remember the good old times. anyway we kept talking and blah during their xiaozu and maybe we disturbed them (plus the other people in the room) from praccing... then after that we went out for lunch together at some jap restaurant i cant remember the name.

i think it will be REALLY scary joining rjc and rjco. and if you think about it, that isnt very far away! especially as seeing how sec 1 seems to be just yesterday. but i really cannot imagine the day actually coming when i have to say goodbye to this kind of life i am leading. sigh! oh and to eugene from rico sec 4, as well as the guy standing next to him whom i dont know, (even though the probability of either of you reading this is nil) i really didnt mean to mix you two up! really! it is just that i accidentally thought that the eugene whom my seniors are trying to introduce to me is the other guy! and to the other guy right, i am also sorry that i thought you were dao and rude! cos i didnt know that you werent the guy i am being introduced to! so erm sorry for any weirdness and bad thoughts. i hope you will forgive me and not take revenge when i join rjco in 2 years' time. *grin sheepishly* and i also forecast that i will be the shortest person in future rjco tanbo, cos the only people who are currently shorter than me now (ie my sec 1 juniors) will not be in rjco together with me. sad.

oopus i realise that this is an EXTREMELY long post. should stop now. (and btw does anyone know how to change how you sign off? cos i dont want to sign off as JUMPED!!!!!)

p.s. arent blogs supposed to be all about freedom of expression? i believe that the spell -and-grammar-check function does not exactly serve to encourage us on freely exercising our creativity as to language and expression. why do they have it anyway? it is demoralising seeing your blog post underlined everywhere in coloured squiggly lines! *glare murderously with narrowed eyes*

p.p.s i have certain not-very-mild opinions on the whole tibet and the olympic torch issue, but i didnt write it down cos i dunno whether it is legal putting down political comments on blogs (not to mention the length of my current post). i dont want to go to jail (or juvenile court or whatever. i am generally a good kid.) simply cos of a simple expression of opinion. so yeah.

p.p.p.s. now i shall REALLY say goodbye!

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